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Wednesday, 11 November 2009

  • Last Week & This

    I'm not at all thrilled when programs I have taken out of start up get back in. It over crowds my computer and some of them are things I only use occasionally. On the other hand, the icons for some things I need often, like my sound icon, don't bother to show up at all! Bah!

    I didn't get much done today. I slept a couple of hours longer than I intended to. In my defense, I didn't sleep well once I finally got to bed, and I have had a back ache since sometime in the night.

    When I started this post, I had a purpose. Beats me what it was, now.

    Last week, I spent most of my time going to and from Portland and helping to pack and unpack. It was a beautiful week, for which I am grateful because I hate driving in rain. My car's defogger doesn't work well and until it gets fixed, it's a nuisance to drive in rain. I would have liked to have gotten my garden cleaned up. I need to thin out the iris and I'd like to cut the dead tops of flowers, but it'll get done eventually.

    Traveling was beautiful. I took my camera with me a couple of times and took some pictures. This was done as I was driving, so it was just a quick point and shoot (this is on I-205 around Portland), but I did manage to get a shot of each of the big mountains I passed each day.
     Moutains
    Moutains
    (Click for larger views.)

    It's easy to tell Schnookie is here. This was the living room the day after he moved in:
    moving
    Great view from the front door. Photobucket It's a little better now, but things still aren't in order, yet.

    We are taking loads of "stuff" to the storage place. He has furniture that we simply have no room (or need) for. I'm also taking some of my stuff and will return it bit by bit and either find a proper place for it or get rid of it. I'm also putting the chairs I want to fix (reupholster) there until I can get to them. The fewer things here taunting me to get them done, the better I will be able to get to what is here. I figure that by the time Schnookie moves out again, I will have my things dealt with.

    Before I can get to my kitchen curtains, I have to finish his bedroom curtains. For the bed and windows. I got the first one for the bed done today.
    decorating,projects   

    decorating,projects
    It's not completely adjusted, yet, so it's a little crooked at the top. I have the other end curtain almost done and the front curtains cut. I now have all I need and I don't need to rush out to Jo-Ann's to get something, so, hopefully, I will get them done tomorrow and plain window curtains are easier than this. Then, finally, I can get to my kitchen curtains.

    This is a loft bed, but he decided that, while his room in Portland was so small, he needed to use the floor space under it, he really prefers not to hit his head every time he wakes up at night. Right now the mattress is on the floor under the bed. He will use the top for storage and eventually make a platform about 4-6 inches off the floor for the mattress. The curtains will go around the bed to enclose it. This is (or will be) his "bed fort." He's 25, but still a kid at heart. Takes after his Mom. Photobucket

    It was pouring rain when I woke up, but by the time I headed up to Jo-Ann's the sun was out. Although I didn't really want to go out, I needed the black grosgrain ribbon for the curtains, and the sunshine made it totally worth it. I might not have noticed it if I'd stayed in. I also took advantage of a 70% off sale and got a couple of decorations for my door.
    decorating

    decorating 
    I may hang the scarecrow on the deck door (in the kitchen). Right now it's on the inside of the front door. The orange flowers are on the outside of the front door. My plan is to have different decorations for every month -- all kept in the same place. On December 1 I will put out the December/Christmas decorations. I think January should be snowmen, even though we don't get much snow here

    We're back in Oregon, tonight... rain, rain, rain!
    garden
    You can't really see it raining, but those aren't just shiny leaves, they are wet leaves! The garden wall is wet and shiny, too.

    I should go try to finish my book.I'll leave you with  this:
    cats,pets
    Currently
    Unfinished Desires: A Novel
    By Gail Godwin
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Monday, 02 November 2009

  • Currently Reading...

    book covers Unfinished Desires  by Gail Godwin    



    This was a free book from LibraryThing and although a review isn't absolutely required, I'd like to keep getting free books, so I will review it. (Actually I'm trying to review every book I read.) Good, so far.
    book covers Everybody Is Somebody's Jew  by EminemsRevenge    



    This I Xanga's own ER.  I'm about ¼ through it and I like it very much, but it's not exactly light reading.
    book covers   Nightmares and Dreamscapes  by Stephen King   



    I picked this up for diversion a while ago. I think I've read one or two stories. It's King. Of course it's good.
    book covers The Complete Poems of Emily Dickinson  by Emily Dickinson    



    I got this and started reading it a year ago. I read a little now and then.

    book covers Poetry as Spiritual Practice: Reading, Writing, and Using Poetry in Your Daily Rituals, Aspirations, and Intentions  by Robert McDowell    



    I started this on Aug 19, 2008. I don't think I picked up again since then, but I like the title. #########
    book covers Refuse to Choose!: A Revolutionary Program for Doing Everything That You Love  by Barbara Sher    



    I started to read this because I'm always trying to do too many things and she says that's OK. It was not easy to read. I may or may not get back to it.
    book covers How to See Yourself As You Really Are by His Holiness the Dalai Lama    



    I thought I had finished reading this one. I like how the Dalai Lama thinks, although I'm not so sure about Buddhism. I tend to ignore anything that doesn't fit in with my Christian beliefs. I will get back to this.
    book covers The Lovely Bones  by Alice Sebold     



    My son has been nagging me to read this. I started it last night. I will get to this after I finish the first two on this list (or sooner if I need something easier to read).
    book covers 1984  by George Orwell        



    I started this for a book club  back in '06, but it was just too depressing to continue. I don't know if I'll finish it or not. Part of me wants to.
    book covers Mrs. Dalloway  by Virginia Woolf



    This is another I picked up a while ago. I got distracted and didn't get back to it. I want to read soon. I'm sure I'll need to restart it.

    Originally I had a reason that I was putting all of this here, but I got so caught up in just getting it here (had to make a table and it kept messing up) that I've forgotten my reason. Oh, well. All that work is done, so I'm going to leave it. Maybe I'll remember why another day. I probably have other books that I started and forgot. These are the ones I have on my LibraryThing's "Currently reading" collection. My book sites are getting as numerous as my blogs sites (well, not quite that many!).

    Right now I'm going to read some more of Unfinished Desires. I need to try to get to bed early, since Schnookie will be calling me at about 9:30 to go up to Portland and help him move. I have a feeling I'll be dragging tomorrow. Getting to bed doesn't mean getting to sleep.

Sunday, 01 November 2009

  • The Trial of Robert Mugabe by Chielo Zonz Eze

    Here's my long overdue review of 

    The Trial of Robert Mugabe by Chielo Zonz Eze

    This is an elegantly simple story. However, don't let its simplicity hide its depth. It's a beautiful tale, but an ugly story. The tale is told in what seems to me to be an oral history tradition. It is a true story told fictionally. It has a rhythm to it and it creates a definite aura. It connects to both literature and history.

    Robert Mugabe is a dictator, chosen by his people, but who then followed what he wanted despite what his people wanted. As a result, as often happens in such cases, whole peoples were nearly or completely wiped out. This is history. Mugabe still rules today, though still opposed.

    Eze has found a way to try him for his crimes. He has found a voice for the dead and he has made them real, believable personalities. These are people we can care about rather than the unknown, voiceless, faceless victims of Mugabe's power. I cannot say who among the witnesses are actual people given voice by Eze and who are "Everyman," since my knowledge of African life is vague and mainly uninformed. However the writers he refers to, Yvonne Vera and Alexander Kanengoni, and their books, are real.

    The Trial of Robert Mugabe is a cautionary tale -- specifically for Mugabe, himself, but I can also see it being read or told when Mugabe is buried so far in the past that people aren't sure if he was real or just a creation of Eze's to warn against blind dictatorship. It also serves to make the current reader aware of and care about what is happening in Zimbabwe.

    The Trial of Robert Mugabe

Monday, 26 October 2009

  • Sunday Night Chitchat

    Slugday. That's what it's been today. I slept later than usual and have done nothing much all day. The only work I did was sort the laundry  and warm dinner (we had leftovers). The rest of my time I spent here at the computer and quite a bit of that here at Xanga. I just have a few more blogs to read to be caught up with those who comment here. (It's been so long since I've been to LiveJournal to post or comment that they probably forgot who I am.) I usually make a small post at SparkPeople just because I'm there to track my food, anyway.

    Photobucket

    I am tired of thinking about food. I want to get 14 (even or better 28) menus that are low fat and healthful, put them on cards and draw out seven each week. I don't mind cooking if I know it will satisfy me and anyone else I'm feeding. With that in mind, since Schnookie will be around, they can all be vegetarian. Both Mom and HoneyBear have decided they like vegetarian and don't really need meat. If we do want meat, we can have it when we eat out or have a few recipes with meat optional. (For instance, I've always made my meatballs separate from my spaghetti sauce since Schnookie became a vegetarian.) I think I have five new meals. I need to go through my old recipes and see what fits the requirement. It's pretty much going to follow Dean Ornish's Life Choice Diet. I don't plan to be as strict about his things to avoid, but those will be occasional foods.

    Aaarrrrrgggghhh! STOP! I'm still thinking about food.

    Photobucket

    Schnookie will be coming back to live here. The job market in Portland apparently vies with Detroit for being the worst in the country. Fortunately, he has a positive outlook. I hope he will also be looking into going back to school with grants and scholarships. I'm sure he can get them if he can figure out where to find them. He's intelligent and talented, and that's not just his mother who thinks so. He'll still be up in Portland a lot, though, I imagine. His girlfriend (LOL I checked on Facebook to make sure it's "official") lives and works in Portland, as well as most of his friends. Even his cousin finally moved up there. (His out-of-work cousin is here in Salem, though.) He will have the guest room, but he won't be repainting it! Other than that, he can do as he wishes to make it comfortable. Everything that won't fit in there will go into storage. Oh, and he'll have a corner of the family room, where we put the organ, for his music, which is a ton of musical instruments. That will be better than having him locked in his bedroom all the time.

    It'll be nice to have him around. I'll see more movies and get to play Trivial Pursuit.

    Photobucket

    I read my O magazine the other night. The November issue has a quiz in it to find out "Who Am I Meant to Be?" I was a bit startled at my reult, but apparently no one else was. I'm an intellectual. I would have said artist, because I like to be creative. That's my second highest life style, though. I have to admit the description for an intellectual was dead on ... LOL Even to the wanting to learn Mandarin! I don't like to be called an intellectual because of the negative attitudes toward it, which, when you read the things to watch out for, are sometimes justified.  I also don't see myself as have the right intelligence. Maybe it's the ADD, but I flit from subject to subject and, while I am totally absorbed when I'm into something, I may not stay absorbed long enough to become really knowledgeable about it. Like physics. I'm really fascinated by it, but I'll read a book or two and then move on to something else. I'll get back to it again eventually, but not right now. So, between my faulty memory and how fast things change, I don't really know much. Plus, I don't have the higher math and basic physics background, so all I can read and understand is books written for the lay person, which limits my ability to be truly knowledgeable.

    Knowing that this is my style, makes me aware of things. I'm not going looking for a career, which is partly what the article is about, but I still plan to live a long time more. I realize not why I've been frustrated when I've kept busy doing things I like, but not doing those things that totally absorb me. I could happily stay in my den and look up lyrics to Chinese songs (both Mandarin and Cantonese). I learn a little Chinese that way. I also have a grammar book for Mandarin. I signed up for Korean on iTunes. I have CDs for Hindi (and a husband who speaks it fluently!). I downloaded some courses from MIT (free!) that I would love to spend time on. There are other things. The problem is that once I get into any of these things, I forget everything else -- projects, housework, even meals -- so I limit myself, or, more likely, say I have to finish something else, first. By the time I've finished whatever, I'm usually too tire to take on some of the things I like.

    Much as I seem to resist schedules, I think I really need to make one I can follow that allows time to do these things. I think about how much we learned in school and it was totally against my inclination to go headlong into one subject for as long as I felt like it. Now I do things my way and it's not really working. Maybe the constant changing was part of the learning. The hard part will be stopping when I should. There won't bells for the next "class." Maybe I should get an obnoxiously loud timer and put it in the hallway so I have to get up to turn it off. (Not that that idea worked with my alarm clock.)

    Oh, how I love it when I hear one of my Chinese songs and I understand a word or phrase. I'm listening to a song called "希望" ("Hope") now, for the zillionth time, and I just recognized the word "tamen" (they). The words common to both Mandarin and Cantonese are easier to pick out, but if I know which language it is (and I've learned to tell), I can do it in either language, although I've "studied" only Mandarin. That comes from looking up the word in both languages for songs I've looked up.

    Aaaahhh... See how quickly I get sucked in? I think I'd better go read my ghost story and try to get to bed before 3 a.m. I have work to do tomorrow (laundry, sending things to the storage unit and starting my curtains! finally!!).

    EDIT: I made the font darker, so hopefully it's easier for everyone to read.



    "Be yourself—everyone else is already taken." ~ Oscar Wilde

    When I was writing this, I was listening to:

    張學友 - 生命的插曲
    張學友 - 偷閒加油站
    張學友 - 擁有
    周華健 (Emil Chau) - 求婚
    周華健 (Emil Chau) - 愛相隨
    梁朝偉 (Tony Leung CW) - 風沙
    張國榮 (LESLIE CHEUNG) - 當年情
    張國榮 (LESLIE CHEUNG) - From Now On
    張學友 - 吻別
    張國榮 (LESLIE CHEUNG) - Love Like Magic
    Zhang Xueyou (Jacky Cheung) - life interlude
    Zhang Xueyou (Jacky Cheung) - loafed gas station
    Zhang Xueyou (Jacky Cheung) - to have
    Zhou Huajian (Emil Chau) - to propose
    Zhou Huajian (Emil Chau) - to like following
    Liang Chaowei (Tony Leung CW) - sandstorm
    Zhang Guorong (LESLIE CHEUNG) - same year sentiment
    Zhang Guorong (LESLIE CHEUNG) - From Now On
    Zhang Xueyou (Jacky Cheung) - to kiss goodbye
    Zhang Guorong(LESLIE CHEUNG) - Love Like Magic

    translation using Babel Fish - I have no idea what "loafed gas station " means!



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    Everybody is Somebody's Jew
    by EminemsRevenge

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    The Little Stranger
    By Sarah Waters
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Thursday, 22 October 2009

  • Incredibly Bad Day!

    Yesterday was not a good day! First off, I did not sleep well. Then when I got back to sleep in the morning, I had a dream in which I experienced having a stroke or something. It was disorienting because I was dreaming first person, not watching a dream. I have a lot of strange dreams, but this was one of the strangest. I was so worried that people would find out I was faking, but I wasn't faking. Apparently I drifted in and out of consciousness because things happened that I was unaware of and would have been aware if conscious. Very odd dream. (Even so, without everything else it wouldn't be bad despite being odd.) Then I woke up (way too late!) to a killer headache and my diaphragm hurt like crazy (from doing too many crunches on Monday). The headache eased up, but came back. The diaphragm ache never left. Still hurts a bit today.

    Then I talked to Mom and she has not been feeling well off and on for a while now. We think it's a reaction to her medication(s?). Her cardiologist told her she doesn't follow the book about anything. If a medication has a side effect, she'll have it worse, or come up with a new one. She's taken the one we think is the problem for about three months now. Part of the problem is that not taking it makes the original problem worse than it was before she started it. She has an appointment with her PCP on Saturday. Hopefully they'll figure something out. She took her Vicodan last night and, though she's sleepy, she feels much better today. He appetite returned yesterday, too. When my mom doesn't eat, we know something is wrong. Yesterday, however, she ate everything on her plate but the lettuce. It's the first time in a couple of weeks.

    Then I got a letter from one of my best friends back in NY (the non computer friend). Normally that's a joyous thing, but she had bad news. Her mom had had a mini stroke (TIA) last month. Fortunately, she's doing OK now. Mom G. does have a wonderfully positive attitude. The other bad news from her is that a mutual best friend has died. She'd just barely turned 57! She had such a hard life. She was one of those people that seemed to attract bad luck. I was trying to get connected with her online and looked forward to it. We'd been out of touch for quite a while because we are both terrible letter writers. We kept up with each other through the friend whose letter I received yesterday. I think I was stunned when I first read it, but last night it made me want to cry. I still feel so sad about it. And I'm angry -- at myself for not having gotten back in direct touch with her sooner and at "Fate" for her dying so young. [And 57 IS young. We have a lot of nonagenarians in our family -- and my friend's mom is 91 too. (the friend who wrote) Positive, upbeat attitude is part of, though. My late friend was not the most negative person when I knew her, but so many bad things happened to her, she did become more negative.]

    Because no one felt like cooking, Mom ordered Mexican food. They give us too much, but it tastes so good, I ended up eating my whole meal. Next time I'll ask for a lunch size. Basically it's healthy, just more than I needed. I was over 200 calories over. I didn't add the cookies I had because HoneyBearl hid them (Yes, he needs to do that -- especially when I'm in such a bad mood) and I don't know what they're called. Some Elf cookie. Tasty, but totally what I should not have had.

    Between the headache and the diaphragm pain, I didn't get any exercise, today. Friday, when I'm scheduled again, I will do only half and work my way back up to where I was.

    Only one thing was really that bad, but having everything in one day made them all worse.

    On the good side, I caught up with a couple of my Xanga blog subscriptions. I'm trying to catch up with all those who comment.

    I also updated a few things on my website (mainly added a few of my new recipes). I hjave several things on the drawing board for my website, but I haven't gotten much done with them, yet. I hope once winter's here I will be done with some of the IRL projects and can work on the computer projects.

    Schnookie is coming to help me move some heavy stuff. He should be here any time, now. Fortunately, I feel better today and am in a better frame of mind. Hmmm... apparently either he didn't leave when he said he was, or he's run into bad traffic. He should be here now. Ah! There he is!



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